jascorporeal

Early Christmas present

2011-12-06T22:21:00.004+08:00

Felix (godbrother) came back to Kl for a week. We had breakfast and shopped a little before I head back to work. We chatted, gossiped, and browsed through some cute guys pics. And before he went off, he gave me an early Christmas present, a book - Velvet Rage.

Taken with PictureShow-Iphone

I am actually quite curious to know more about gays and they way they live their life. Reading at the end of chapter 5 describing first gay relationship, I found this paragraph meaningful and true -
To be gay in an uncompromisingly straight world is to struggle to find love and, once found, to hold onto it. we are men in a world where men are emotionally disabled by our masculine cultural ideals. And we are men who threaten those ideals by loving another man at a time in life when we are neither equipped for the varnishes of love or the torment of shame (Downs, 2005).

Alan Downs explained that the first gay love in our early life are usually the most intimate kind. We have fond memories of our first time lover and they are some of our most defining relationship. Myself had seen these imprint of my first time lover over me. We dated briefly 3 years ago and separated. Then we dated again for almost 2 years until now and separated again.

Semester 1 Year 2

2011-08-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

I am having four subjects this new semester. We were required 20 days practicum which equals to 1 month of working with children. There are numerous lessons plans, reports and observation to compile. Seniors warned that the paper work will be at least 150 pages and that just for one subject.

Working hours had been greatly reduced; I no longer have to work half day because the school principle was cutting on workforce. I am only required to teach art twice a week which gives me additional time to study (if I wouldn’t spend time dreaming).

I am back to travel by pubic transport (shocking). I had to take Star lrt, Putra lrt, KTM and mini bus in a single trip to college. If I knew earlier of this fate, I wouldn’t be studying in Subang. Since I still have another year, …just ask me to shut-up and stop complaining. Lucky for me, my hag-to-be is willing to carpool.

Hag-to-be is a petite Chinese with long curly brown hair. She is your girl next door and wears a smile constantly. She’s a perfect sweetie pie with genuine selfless heart. With all the qualities…can’t see why I still hope to own her (god…please make her pop the gay question). I had sat next to her for a year which generated idea of us together (hell no). Hag-to-be is taken and I need a hag not a girlfriend.

Placebo - Running Up That Hill from PlaceboRock on Vimeo.

Where's him?

2011-06-13T00:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes images of him appears
his comforting smiles and
those tiny wrinkles on the corner of his eyes
He is the smartest person I ever know
and he never fails to answer all my silly questions
He is my late father. I miss you dad

Centipedes

2011-06-01T10:27:00.006+08:00

As mentioned in my some of my earlier post, I enjoy gardening since young. Last weekend I was re-potting a few pots of fern because it wasn’t growing well.

I suspect my mom asked the maid to re-pot my ferns using burnt soil – burnt soil is good for drainage but they never carries much nutrient for the plants, and personally, I think ferns prefer moist and light soil.

I then set the plants beside me and had newspaper lying on the floor getting ready for reporting. I pulled out the plants with my bare hands (I like to feel soils with my finger) and a little help of the trowel. I lay the plant on the newspaper and continue moving the soils with my hand. THEN…almost-screaming part came in (don't judge...I did not scream). I saw centipedes in the pot! Scary as hell and the thought of venomous sting from centipede came to my head. I whacked the poor fella with trowel but it ran so quickly. Finally, I managed to slice them into pieces with the edge of the trowel.

Poor fella!..next time I won't slice ya.

PS. I managed to google and found out that smaller centipede's are not strong enough to puncture human's skin. In fact, they are beneficial as pest controller.

Body size

2011-05-27T16:23:00.004+08:00

I am naturally slim and I hated when people called me skinny. Sadly, I grew up hearing that so I started eating mega portioned-meal during teens and I had Appeton weight gain (totally failed).

Lately I have been hitting gym hard. I am not fat so don't get me wrong (don't hate me either). I am a big fan of toned body ala 2007's model type (muscular rather than twinkly 2011). I realized if I consistently gym my body will inflate and if I stop I will look skinny again.

Until lately, Anson complained that I look too buff for my tiny frame. Maybe he was correct in the sense body proportion; I am quite petite for big biceps. Afraid not, with a week of gym absent I can deflate quite a lot.

Pic source: Unknown

See these twinks? Anson loves these types of body. Bodies like this are quite apparent in current fashion scenes. I told Anson these boys have 0% body fat and almost anorexic. Getting buff is hard enough but getting these bodies are worst.
They don't rhyme with Jco, Tong Shui, Pavlova or Beef burger. lol

I miss HURTS!

2011-05-10T19:18:00.006+08:00

I know its a terrible pic, taken with iPhone

We were late to the concert because Buddy was presenting his final assignment. The concert starts at 7.30pm but we reached at 8.30pm. But who knew the concert will start in time especially the venue was a club.

Theo was amazing throughout the entire concert, despite the horrible sound system at Mist club, he sang charmingly. He sung almost every songs from his album and he sung LIVE! It was live because its obvious that he struggled from the overly heavy base. There was this bouncer-like Englishman in suit standing at the back of Theo and Adam. You wouldn't notice him at first because he was in a frozen position of a mannequin. Then , Theo stopped singing at some point and the bouncer bedazzled us with his Tenor voice-totally O.M.G!, the crowds wouldn't stop screaming for him.

Theo also managed to sing our famous gay song-"Confide in me" of Kylie Minogue.

Both Theo and Adam looked incredibly handsome and they dressed exactly like the album cover style. Did i mention Theo threw roses throughout the concert? the crowds were screaming for him, and that including buddy!

PS. Anson, thank you for the ticket. And next time we should watch Kazaky :p

Sweaty you!

2011-05-01T00:14:00.005+08:00

Buddy: You look like someone had spew water on you!

Me: I know! I am all wet.

Buddy: I am just getting warm here and you are all wet (laughing).

Me: And they still wana off the fan! (roll eyes)

That’s me going to gym without bringing towel. I am the type of person who will sweat a lot (who will brag about sweating. eww). After any rigorous activity or staying out in the noon without air conditioner, I will sweat terribly. I will be completely wet as if someone spews water on me. Another incident was when I returned from school (years ago la). I was taking the LRT Star train in the evening and I bumped into my mother’s friend. She stared at me from head to toe and questioned “Why are you wet. Did someone pour water you?” Even though I denied and explained my condition, she still looked at me in disbelief.

Don’t call me princess yet. I love going under the sun and I am known for being the only sun tanner in my college. I will go hiking, cycling or volley ball at the beach even in bright noon. I describe myself as an outdoor person. I love the nature and I don’t mean to be constantly hiding at places with air conditioner. But, if I am all dress up to meet someone, or somehow attending a function in my lovely waistcoat, that is when I need to maintain my pretty face from getting sweaty. Honestly, do you want to see your friend with sweat dripping from his face and messy hair like a hobo?

P.S. Damn! I started to gain tiny freckles on my arms and shoulder. Maybe it’s time to protect them :(

Hurts in Kl

2011-04-25T17:23:00.004+08:00

Image from Alfitude

I always love Hurts.
First saw them on MTV with "Wonderful Life"
Hurts is a band consist of
singer Theo Hutchcraft and synth player Adam Anderson
They are both cute and carries a certain maturity in their look.
I adore the 80's styling, and the effortless posing.
I was even inspired to have a shooting based on their style.

HURTS - Wonderful Life from CO on Vimeo.

And finally, they are coming to KL.
If you can squeeze your eyes on the poster,
it's written exclusive ticket price for Fashion Fast Forward members (aka Topshop card).
I believe most gay boys are equipped with this card, no?
Coz I do :)

Gayxample

2011-04-18T10:30:00.003+08:00

Have you heard of Web soap?? haha..
As if there aren't enough gay series in the recent,
Gayxamples is a new spanish online LGBT soap opera.

The characters range from lesbian domestic abuse social worker Montse, Argentinian battered wife Alicia, beary fun-loving sexual health clinician Toni, divorced father Alex and his outlandishly high maintenance partner Ivan, Alex’s straight nephew Xavi, and tortured teenager and aspiring artist, Lluis.

and here's the trailer:

Updates

2011-03-08T10:49:00.001+08:00

Studies

A new semester had started and now I am burdened by 3 subjects instead of previously two. I managed to get a distinction for The Arts Curriculum & Pedagogy (and that might be my only distinction for this 3 years course: S). I am still waiting for the result for the latter subject which is Foundation Curriculum & Pedagogy. I might “ngam ngam pass” this subject with all thanks to the Malay lecturer who always cancel and postpone the class. (hoorkay…don’t give me that look…I dislike her completely :p)

Relationship

Things had been extremely rocky between me and my significant other. Yet we are now closer and better than ever. I believe all this bumpy roads are bits to a better relationship. I still have high hopes to be domesticated with someone in the future. I see a future home with small garden and a tiny green house (ya...a glass house with air conditioner).

Gardening

And you were asking why the hell a glass house… Gardening of course! (hoorkay...don’t give that look a again…I am not getting any queen-er). I have affection for gardening since young and I getting more serious in the things that I like. A glass house can lower down the temperature – meaning I can grow a vast variety of orchids which can only thrive in cool temperate. I imagine dwarf roses, imported hydrangeas and deciduous bulbs.

Things in my room

2011-01-03T00:44:00.009+08:00

My room wall is getting fixed soon, that's what my mom promised. I intend to have my wall colored black but in a smooth pearly finish. I will hang many types of picture frame, be it in gold, silver or white on one side of the wall. Then I need a black lacquered antique table to replace my current study table.

Well...before all that happen, these are pictures of my room
or things in my room.
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Baking for Christmas

2010-12-16T17:34:00.004+08:00

This year I am not going to make cards. Instead, I bake cookies. Mom and Sis had a baking lesson for Stained Glass Cookies, it's a cookie with candy in the center and can be eaten or hung as decoration. I made her to teach me and taddaaa!!!

See...that's some ginger man with hearts. I actually made quite a lot of these, like in heart, star and Christmas tree's shapes.

P.S. Making the first batch of cookies was really painful. Got my arm burned by the hot tray

Christmas Present

2010-12-07T11:44:00.003+08:00

So I had been shopping a lot lately…with my family. I called it family dating. We went to Isetan for cosmetic and cleansers. And Yay! finally made mummy bought a bright red lipstick for herself.

I decided that its time to buy him a Christmas present. Since he wasn’t a heavy scented person, I tried to look for a young, fresh and light perfume. We stopped at L’Occitane and I found it. Mummy and Sis taught the perfume was mine. Then the lady ran out of small packaging, she put everything in a big box instead.

We walked away from the shop when I start mumbling…

“Don’t they give those small green bags”…pointing at the display.

“Those are present bags, Wait!...yours a present?. You should have said earlier” sis replied.

So we walked back to the shop and had it repackaged. I was really glad. I hope he likes it, speaking to myself. And once again we walked away heading to the cash coupon redemption counter and sis started asking…

“Who’s present is that?”

“Of course it’s for a girl” Mom replied.

“No…its a guys present”

“Ohh…then it must be Anson’s” Looking at me with a smile.

I was surprised, I am truly happy that my mom saw that. I just smiled and kept silence.

What a drama

2010-12-02T19:06:00.002+08:00

It seems like I am no match for my little nephew. That’s what my childish mind keeps telling me. They are installing CCTV in the house for the little boy. Of course I have no comment about that, and I am glad that they can watch little boy from office and making sure he is safe with the maid. But it went horribly wrong when I realized they installed the monitoring station in my room.
I mean “WHAT THE HELL!” As I entered my room, I saw my precious olive wall hacked and fugly cement lazily set in to conceal the cables (and I meant CABLES…there were more than 10, usually 16 channels). Everything was dusty including all the clothes that I hang on the rack. My blood pressure rose instantly and mind filled with all questions ready to fire at mom. “Ma…What are those cable doing in my room?!”

“Oh...those are cable for the CCTV” she replied. She was sitting on the couch watching TV in the sleeping Buddha position, obviously wasn’t paying attention to my question. I mean…How I can not be mad. I went to bath and try to chill abit before talking to her again. Then I ask her for a mini meeting. Ma…I need a moment with you. And she commented the way I spoke to her was rude. Therefore I repeated, “Ma…Can I have a moment with you, please”.

It went quite well after that. She agreed to remove the cable and install at a better place. I just have to make sense with her that my room was not suitable and the old computer couldn’t support the CCTV. I had previously helped my client to install CCTV at his bungalow (part of Interior’s job). We all knew CCTV’s station are noisy and shouldn’t be kept in bedroom. That stupid sales person must have lied or failed to warn my mom.

P.S. I have great plans for my room. New wall color, new table and new cupboard. So please don’t mess it will cables and ugly hacking :)

Aquariums

2010-11-30T12:11:00.002+08:00

The Aquarium of Georgia - the world's largest aquarium
A collections of clips from Stillmotion
Great song and nice video

the world's largest aquarium // ATL.GA from stillmotion on Vimeo.

Family Issues

2010-11-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Holiday was over and so did the vacation to Cameron highland. Semester 1 wasn't easy at all, too much reading to my liking. Finally, results for 3 subjects were out. Managed to pass all 3 hopefully the last one will be fine as well.

Recently I had ~~arguments~~ with family. Since I don't like arguments we should call it "Family Meetings" instead. It was embarrassing and I cried. Anyhow, this is how it goes, every members in the family are expected to contribute in the family business. Between working and studying me and my 3rd sis have to juggle to balance both commitments. It is getting hard when they decided to cut our salary seeing the financial instability of the company. Other than that, we have family issues among ourselves. For obvious reasons, I am gay and there are some reservations on sharing feelings with the family. I had committed to the family all this while, at least that was what I thought yet my mom complained.

Things had never been easy...and that's the case for everyone as well (fact of life). I admit that I am no good in showing my feelings. It is not the matter of effort and somehow it should be natural. Last Sunday, I spent the whole day with family on shopping groceries, conquering the Isetan sales and dinner with relatives. I am dating my family and forgotten about all my friends. Some of them are used to that and some said I am unreachable. I am sorry :(

Another Good One

2010-11-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

I saw this video at Alexander The Gay's blog. This woman is Senator Diane Savino. She speaks for the Marriage Equality bill. She's incredible. If we have more people like her in Malaysia, one day we might be able to hold our partner's hand in public not to mention marriage.

I always have this question in my mind, "What are we going to do next"? I had asked numerous gay brothers and friends about their plan for the future but none of the answers are constructive. Personally, I believes strongly in marriage or at least settling with a partner for life.

Straight people invest love, money and time with their partner. My sister dated her husband for two years or more and they got married. They were only in their late 20s. What makes us different. Do you think gays wont get old?? We need a partner for life as well.

Pig

2010-11-15T22:53:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I read this post from NotHamsap titled Insomnia. He said something about watching others sleeping. I truly believes the magical part he said. But in my case, I sleep like a pig..or much like a noisy dead log lol. Usually I will advise everyone who sleeps in the same room to sleep ASAP..because... once I fell asleep...I snores! and I can reach high decibel lol. Other than that I rarely moves. I won't kick you out of the bed and I can stay in one position till the morning ;)

For my partner, he never complain about my snoring tho he agreed with the high decibels. I hope someday we can spent some time watching each other sleeping. and by doing that, I shouldn't fell asleep that instant. aiks

Ralph Lauren 4D Experience

2010-11-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

In celebration of 10 years of digital innovation, RalphLauren.com presents the ultimate fusion of art, fashion & technology in a visual feast for the 5 senses. Thou some had suggested that this wasn't a real 4D, yet the light mapping effect was superbly well done.

The Official Ralph Lauren 4D Experience - New York from Ralph Lauren on Vimeo.

tell-tale

2010-10-22T13:30:00.004+08:00

As we are discussing for our inquiry log (a very troublesome assignment).
She said it, she said it loud and sounded almost convincing.
"Busy chatting with your boyfriend?"

I was amazed. She saw it already?? lol. I did not answer her question…gave her a casual smile, pretending it was just a joke. and we continue with the discussion. Luckily other members did not bother what she said.

Sanbanto

2010-10-11T11:11:00.008+08:00

Okay..there's this porkie restaurant.
Sanbanto at SS2 Pj. Serving high quality porkie :)

Am not a big fan of pork, yet
where else can we find pork burger in Malaysia??

Aparently, I can't have enough of burgers

Sis tried pork ribs, abit dry though

Unforgettable

2010-10-04T17:33:00.003+08:00

Wikis submission is on this Friday, yet I am running a marathon to finish the last season of Will & Grace . Been watching all the eight seasons since last year, stopping in between for assignments and work. Of all sitcom I had watched, this would be the best. Its meaningful at times and funny to the max. In the finale, Jack and Karen sang a beautiful, sexy, and emotional song - Unforgettable.

Will & Grace - The Sitcom Legend

Prayers for Bobby

2010-09-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

I watched this last two weeks ago.
I cried and cried throughout the show.
It never appears to me that my mom would ever accept my sexuality,
yet, I hope one day she will accept homosexuality in the society
just like Mary Griffith in the movie.

She urges people to think before they say voice or support homophobia because,
"Every child is listening".

Would you help this gay couple?

2010-09-26T18:14:00.002+08:00

I saw this video posted on my friend's facebook.
I am happy for Americans,
sadly, we still have a long way to go :(

Hurts

2010-09-13T00:02:00.001+08:00

Meet sexy Theo Hutchcraft and Adam Anderson from Hurts

HURTS - Wonderful Life (Official new version) [HQ] from skateshop berlin on Vimeo.

DEADLINE! Ughhh!

2010-08-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

Reminder! 3rd Sept and 8th Sept. Two assignments Deadlines.
These assignments are insane. All requiring thousand and thousands of words. I am so not used to writing report. Yet...

I swear i will complete within this two days, luckily Tuesday is holiday. I shall finish at least these two assignments before visiting Singapore.

What had happen to the blog? No color fonts? No choices of fonts either...

Quack quack!!

2010-07-28T18:39:00.005+08:00

New course started since July 19, working and studying at the same time, which had made me much busy than ever. I am making a big leap from my previous profession. It really surprised my new course mates and lecturers. What really made a difference is that all my course mates are females. Lecturers had made me introduce myself; as in why I chose this course. Everyone can easily recognize me as lecturers often asked me questions and using me as the subject of the class, not really a good thing(How can I ever skip class?) Last class we had, I was told to teach the whole class on animal movement. Guess what I taught them? Walk like a duck! Yeap, everyone had to walk while squatting down with their hands at the back.

Parisian

2010-07-06T09:56:00.003+08:00

Image from sartorialist.

His picture was taken by Scott (Sartorialist)
at rue Jean-Pierre Timbaud.
He is so Chic.
Feminine yet masculine.
Love mostly his hair and shave.
What an attitute!

Sunday Affair

2010-07-03T09:12:00.010+08:00

No... not that kind of affair (you drama seeker!) :p Its just another typical sunday with mom and sis, bro-in law and new lil member, my nephew. We seldom shop, okay..I shop, but my mom doesn't.

This few sunday we conquered Pavilion - Gardens. Yes it is both way, either MotherCare at Pavilion or Parkson at Gardens. Everyweek Jayden seems to need something like new milk bottles with anti-collic properties or new socks for his lil feet.

Shopping doesn't fancy my mom, but food does. She will go for anything(not Japanese, but forced to). I brought her to Alexis. I convinced her that the Tiramisu was awesome. In the end, she added another 2 cakes to the table :) We had Tiramisu, Pavlova and chocolate walnut with valina ice cream.

He kept looking over. So I snapped lo :p

Don't drink and drive!

2010-06-25T23:31:00.001+08:00

This Video did by one of my friend.
As a favor for him.
He want me to post this :)

2010-05-26T10:38:00.011+08:00

Stay was originally sung by Sugarland, a famous American country music duo.Until recently I heard the new version from Ronan Keating.Sung to the radio in the car. Frantically searching for the torrent.And then...finally saw his video on channel V.
BANG!
HE WAS TOPLESS!!! lol

Baby.. Why dont you stay~ :)

Taiwan's Gstar

2010-05-20T11:58:00.005+08:00

Went to 2 gay clubs in Taiwan
Funky and Gstar

It was a total new experience.
Both clubs were located underground.
You'll walked through narrow underground staircase
with brightly lighted neon tubes.
Paid 350 taiwan dollar (Rm35)
as covercharge and got 2 cans of Budweiser.

They played almost all Chinese hit songs with occasional
Japanese, Korean and English(Gaga).

The crowds were spectacular!
More crowded than any clubs in Malaysia.
Groups of groups of people dancing in sync
Their move chances to every song played.

I stood there awed.

Shall made this a tattoo

Grindr

2010-04-28T11:44:00.004+08:00

A friend took my phone
and download Grindr
He said I will so be busy
once I started using

Yesterday, I tried
and there are 4 person
asking for a chat

Have you heard of Grindr?

Sebastien Tellier

2010-04-19T11:31:00.004+08:00

"What is that..?"

"your ringtone...its barely audible"
it's

"Look" by Sebastien Tellier.

sebastien tellier from totushi on Vimeo.

A very beautiful realization. This video only come out like after 2 years.

I think he is Sexy

STUD

2010-04-15T10:44:00.003+08:00

Wohoooo!
Finally got my own pair of sexy swimming trunk! :p
Was shopping for a trunk yesterday at Pavillion.
Friend asked me to try Stud(Studmeup)

Initially i wanted a white trunk( advised by Jie)
Holly shitz! I can see the outline of my willy.
it was too kinky la

I love the word at the buttocks

Finally I tried the red trunk, low waist with string in the middle
It's not too tiny, still can cover my bum and its low enough to show the V-line.
Perfect!

L O V E

2010-04-08T23:38:00.004+08:00

What is the origin of love? The Greek philosopher Plato answers this question in his Symposium. Plato has Aristophanes tell the following tale: In the beginning , there were three sexes: man, woman, and an androgynous man/woman. Each of the sex was round, like a sphere, with a face and two arms and legs on either side. They would walk forward or backward, or tumble and roll on the ground. these three played and frolicked in the fields. But then they foolishly challenged the power of Zeus.For that, he punished them by splitting them in half so there were two of each. He also separated them so that they could never find their other half. What had been the double man( now two men), said Aristophanes, is the origin of gay male relationship; what had been the double woman( now two women) is the origin of lesbian relationships; what had been the man/woman, now split into a man and a woman, is the origin of heterosexual relationship. Plato said this of the man: "They who are a section of male who follow the male, and while they are young, being slice of the original man, they hang about men and embrace them, and they are themselves the best of boys and youth, because they have the mostly manly nature,"

Aristophanes described the suffering of the three sexes after they each split into two and separated. They felt as if their souls had been torn apart. Consequently, each spent all of its time searching for its other half, hoping to reunite. Each of the male halves was looking for his soul mate, and until he found it, he spent his days in sadness. Aristophanes said, "the Pursuit of the other half of one's self is called love".

From the book of "The Joy Of Gay Sex" by
Dr. Charles Silverstein and Felice Picano

We went to a straight club!

2010-04-04T04:40:00.005+08:00

The minute I can post this blog, signified that I am not drunk.
Well...may be a bit tipsy :P

Since i ahve this feeling to post this experionece, it's like a documentary of what i felt.
We went to Poppy,( first time for me)
The place was huge and straight! Surprisingly, people there were really young,
you should observe the way they dress( My goodness!)
No differences than oblique( ohh btw...oblique had closed down)

It was at least a month ago, since I last clubbed.
It was fun when you do it with some buddies( only thing they were couples...phuh~)
I had fun..danced with straights guys and couple of girls smiling to me( weirdness!)

My best buddy was drunk, so Jules had to drove me home.
Dropped my key when i tried to open some locks to my house.

What a feeling, heavy headed...yet i wana share this with u guys :)
Good Mioght!

Hair, hair and hair

2010-03-29T11:21:00.005+08:00

There had been tremendous changes on my hair!
Got my best friend to do it with me.
His was purrfect but mine was shocking, jaw-droping style(got my mom non-stop nagging)!
I like the first cut( 3 weeks ago) and I went for another trimming,
now I look like Mohawk! :p

Seriously I had no idea on how to style it.

My Buddy was still excited with his hairstyle,
I told him to ask the hairstylist
"I want this look...Eric Bana, his chin and the eyes please.."
He looked at me and gave a good laugh!

He show me this webpage(Reader's Digest.com)
13 Things Your Hairstylist Won't Tell You

1. I'm a beautician, not a magician. I can give you Gisele Bündchen's haircut, but I can't give you her face.

4. Hairdresser school does not teach about counter transference, projection, negative reinforcement, or personality disorders. If you're looking for a therapist, all I have is a tail comb and an opinion.

5. Some women think that if they keep their hair all one length the way it was in high school, everyone will think they're still in high school. Guess what? You're not. As you get older, you need to soften the lines around your face. Layers are the magic remedy.

6. Bodies and hair change as hormones change. If your hair is dry, listless, or brittle, or if it's not holding your color or style the way it used to, see a doctor. If your hair isn't overprocessed, you could be pregnant (surprise!) or menopausal (yes, I can tell).

7. A trim is not "just" a trim. It requires my expertise, skill, knowledge, and time. Would you say to your dentist, "It's just a tooth," or to your doctor, "It's just a leg"?

10. Some clients will say, "Cut my hair just like you did last time." That always baffles me. The average time between appointments is six to eight weeks. I have hundreds of clients. How am I supposed to remember exactly how I did your hair the last time? If you want a carbon copy of a cut and style you loved, take a picture and show me.

11. Why do you think a child's haircut should cost less than yours? Kids don't sit still. Kids kick. It's an intense experience.

12. Standing all day and using scissors and a blow-dryer takes its toll—I have arthritis in my fingers, calcium deposits in my wrist, and 10 percent less hearing than I used to. I am a physical wreck.

13. We see women at their worst. Their hair is wet, they have foils on their hair, they have no makeup on. There's nothing for them to hide behind. So they tell us everything. The truth is, I really don't care what they do sexually. I'm only interested in their hair.

I skipped-out the boring stuff. The rest were really funny :)

Updates

2010-03-21T23:08:00.006+08:00

Feeling quite guilty after leaving this blog unattended.It was a "weird feeling"

Blog is a personal space, but I sensed people will still judge me from here
from every word and picture I posted.
(Totally random) I know..

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I am going to start an online boutique.
A tiny business, filled with big dreams and much hope :)

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Still wish to change the layout of this blog
from hand sketch, like the header
I did stippling of budgie and white flower

Sneaked out at lunch and took this picture
That can happen when you call your boss "mom" :)

Not that Mr. E

2010-01-07T01:06:00.003+08:00

Mr. E is tall and dark.
He's a man with little word but occasionally give out a cute gentle smile.
The first time we met, was a blurred one. I barely notice you were there and I was shy to talk to the group.

Now that we hangout more often, I realized you were such an interesting person. I believe you felt the same way too.

For the first time, I realize you are actually good looking, charming as well as caring in person. You told me that people judge you for being fierce and intimidating. But I think you are just being manly in your own way.

When you playfully strangled my neck, I was actually surprised and overjoyed.
I look forward your messages and comment in Fb everyday because I knew you would do it.
It took us some time to discover one another but sadly we have to stop here.
What we are getting into would put us in trouble, we are about to break the ultimate gay rules.

P.S. I miss you already

On that Night

2009-12-15T23:36:00.005+08:00

It was a night after late work...

Just like always, this few months of working late and returning home alone by train. The street was empty with only a few cars speeding with gush of dirt and dust felt on my face. (trying to be drama)
Waiting alone at the station for 20mins, an interchange to another route.

With Brandi Carlile on my playlist and nothing but cold aluminum bench hard on my butt. Those old florescent lamp appears blue-ish adding sadness and drama to the whole scene. I look at my phone and it was still a blank screen.

Mom fetched me from the station, I caught the last train and the gate was half close when it arrives. She was quite worried, thinking that I had missed it.

Back home, I bathed and locked myself in the room. Turned on the PC and continue with the saga(Brothers and Sisters 3). It was showing Sarah with her kids. She was struggling with kids and work. And the song by trespassers william was played as if miracle had happen.

I saw it as a sign. I drove to his house. Sent him a short message that I had reach his doorstep. I waited outside looking at his window. Hoping to see him On that Night

P.S. He did not appear

Uncle Joe!

2009-12-11T22:04:00.004+08:00

Look at this boy, love his boots!

We are expecting the first baby in the family.
My Eldest Sis is pregnant and its a boy!
I would like him to call me uncle Joe instead

of gorgor. I will spoil him cool toys and probably name him Jerold
since my sis can't decide on a name yet.

Brother and Sisters

2009-12-10T16:02:00.004+08:00

I love Brother and Sisters till the very bits. All thanks to Paul(Bedtime Stories) for introducing it in his blog. Its not as funny as Ugly Betty or as amazing as Heroes but I found my own family have lots of similarities with the Walker Family. We have dramas after dramas in our very family(by dramas mean argument). We have family gatherings in almost any occasions. We have the extended family member as well(2 of my sis had husband and boyfriend).

Let me explain myself...
The Family Tree

I am have 3 sisters with made our family literally BIG when we gather around.

I am the only gay son, which made me the "Kevin Walker" though he's way prettier.

Then My eldest Sis will be "Sarah Walker"- Eldest, Wise, Smart and she had taken over the family business.

My second sis will be "Kitty Walker"- She's smart and successful in whatever she do.

My 3rd sis however had to be "Justin Walker"- Though she was the 3rd in the family(me being the youngest) she behave relatively young-ish. All this while people had mistaken me for being the elder brother. She constantly needed to be taken care of, worries my mom alot and she still hasn't find a place in life yet.( sorry sis, hope you don't read this. Still love ya alot :P)

Then MOM will be "Norah Walker"- Just like Norah, she worries about everyone. Always trying to fix us. She's long winded and never fail to make us understand and remember the important family values. She traditional and tend to make a simple matter seems rather "Godzilafied" threatening. ( Sorry mom..kekeke, but I love you just the way you are)

Lastly Dad...just like the Walkers, my dad was gone since 3years ago. All he left was a small business and a house.( Okay, there's no mistress nor child of other woman. Phew~ wiping my forehead)

MIA + Christmas

2009-12-03T13:53:00.004+08:00

I had been disconnected from the world. Working hard for the past few month. Internet had failed at home and no one in the family have time to fix it.
Lately company had terminated all the internet connection in the studio(silly boss!)

Really miss the MSN and flirting with other bloggers.

Since I have half day leave to meet the doctor(my wrist was hurt) which means able to online at my mom's office, I want to post this Christmas card.

Cards "borrowed" from Devian, Nigthy

After 2days...

2009-11-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

After 2days without a word

And there come your sms;

`Good Night'

PS: Should I reply?

2009-11-04T21:37:00.010+08:00

Continue...

Super Leng Zhai gorgor. Love every part of him!
If u wonder..he is?. YES,I saw his partner

Most of them were crying from the smokes

My favorite stall.I got a snake!
I told mom, snake was good. I will be as cunning as them at work.

The 9 Emperor Gods

2009-11-02T23:38:00.010+08:00

Last Sunday 25th OCT

Went to Ampang, caused mom wanted to do some offerings to the Nine Emperor gods. First time visiting the place in daylight. Thew crowd was smaller and less smokes. Since buddy was back, so do the camera...

This is the best moment to reconnect with Camie the camera

I love taking pics of ang moh...wonder why

I think this auntie is pretty...but she look fierce as well.

Potential Papa

2009-10-15T06:55:00.004+08:00

Previously, I had complete my Internship in an Interior firm well known in the local industry. It took me 3 months and I was working with a senior. She is known for being fierce and had previously "verbally tortured" a junior before I came in.

I was lucky enough that she likes me and sooner became my Kai Ma.

Okay, this post is not about her, this is how it goes...

I used to have lunch with her and there the Projects team would join us. This uncle, Mr Lo who's the Head of the project department likes to treat us. Usually in a group of 7 peoples we head for cafe's or noodles house around Kuchai Lama. They jokes a lot, especially on marriage, our boss and notti sex stuff. Of course I wasn't used to that, they were at least 10-20 years older than me.

They had jokes on relating "family ties" to co-workers. Mr Lo was the "husband" of my Kai Ma. So automatically, Mr Lo became my "Kai Yeh".

Kai Yeh was in his early 40's. He's as short as me, with a slight bulging tummy and a cheerful smiles all the time. He jokes alot, sometimes too much and talks too fast. He have a fatherly figure, probably because he have some qualities of my own father. Even though I had left the company, he still ask me out for dinners, sometimes karaoke with other colleagues and juniors. I drives to his house and fetch him for dinner, vice versa. After I had drop him, he would sent me sms asking whether I had reach home. He likes to tap my shoulder, he likes to hold my neck.

What sort of Kai Yeh is him?

Buddy's coming back!

2009-10-12T00:11:00.004+08:00

Ringgg…..the recess bell cried. It was time for lunch. Every kids were running out from the classroom. So did I, running around the assembly ground in circles. The assembly ground was a cement pavement. It works as a playground for us since the field is not accessible during recess. Buddy was holding a Tupperware with 2piece of peanut butter bread in it. He was standing at the corner to avoid being knock down by other kids. He observed us, running and chasing each others. Our white shirts drenched with sweat. I would sometimes approached him and teased him for being so quiet. Somehow we were close and connected. During Moral period, he will move over to our class. He will seat next to me and we chatted through the entire period. We share similarities, both the youngest and with 4 siblings.

He is my best friends from then onwards. Right now, he is studying architecture while I was an interior designer. We chat on the phone for more than 1/2 an hour at time. We meet up for friday movies and we shop together. And now...he is coming back from United States after 5 months. I missed him a lot, he giggles more than me. Hopefully, I will have the guts to tell him that I m gay this time.

Getting Married

2009-09-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

During the end of this October my cousin bro is going to get married. He asked me to be his photographer. He's 28( if i remember correctly) at the perfect age to attached.

Bunny( Down the rabbit hole) told me most of the blogger were attached for at least 3 years. Some of the blogger were in their late 20's as well, I wonder they will consider getting married.

I had my own vision. I will buy a house and move out with my dear. If my family are fine of me being gay, they should visit me more than often. I would even ask my mom to stay over. I had the perfect dream/requirement of the perfect day. Dress in grey tailored suits and champagne on the grass till the night falls with lots of pictures taken.

Francoise Nielly

2009-09-15T08:47:00.005+08:00

Françoise Nielly's painting is expressive, exhibiting a brute force, a fascinating vital energy. Oil and knife combine tsculpt her images from a material that is , at the same time, biting and incisive, charnel and sensual. Whether she paints the human body or portraits, the artist takes a risk : her painting is sexual, her colors free, exuberant, surprising, even explosive, the cut of her knife incisive, her color pallet dazzling.

All Images taken from http://www.francoise-nielly.com/index.php/galerie

Strangers at LRT

2009-09-13T12:33:00.005+08:00

Image taken DANA,Flickr.com

Lucky me to be working in Kl. There would always someone to fetch me to work. On this particular day, I worked overtime till past 10pm. I had to take LRT in order to go home. I listened to music and was busy sms-ing. Since it was late, the train took some time to arrive.

I was standing next to a bench and this guy came by and sat on the bench next to me. He smiled but I was too busy to look at him. Eventually I was tired standing and had stopped sms-ing. I took a seat on the bench. He smiled again and greeted me with a handshake. He started introduced himself( work and stuff ...) and was asking about mine.

when the train finally arrived, he sat next to me again. He continue with his talk; added that he saw me a few times and recognized the bag I used for work. He knew I had to stop at Chan Sow Lin station for an interchange, before getting down from the train he asked for my number. After that night, he called and sms-ed me mornings and nights for a few days even I when did not reply him.

Julian told me not to smile and talk to stranger...lolz but this wasn't my 1st encounter. There were aunties, uncles, and ang mohs who were really chatty and nice at the LRT. Returning smiles is a nice gesture and a proper manner of what my mom taught me since I was a kid.

Gay branding

2009-09-07T07:21:00.007+08:00

It was sales again!

After a drunk session at Market Place the previous Saturday, I woke up with face still red and a slight headache on the next day. I brought mom for a American Breakfast at Tappers around 1.00pm noon. I love the pancakes and sausages made by them and its obviously less costly than Domes.

Later in noon, we went Gardens for a 'Typical family day' (Yea, we are still doing that). It so happen that we entered Robinsons and it was having a SALES!!!

There I saw Private Structure was having discount. I heard Private Structure was a gay product, because it was mainly used by gays. I grabbed a few and headed to the cashier. The whole family were there, I wonder that they knew about Private Structure. Mom even took a closer look at what I bought. Anyway it was a good bargain, I even asked my bro-in-law to get it.

Trespassers William

2009-09-04T09:05:00.002+08:00

Stumble onto this album when my colleague exchanged some mp3 files with me. The entire album sounded 'Emo'. I love her voice Anna-Lynne Williams. This song is from the album, Different Stars.

Lie in the Sound

I love you more than I should
So much more than is good for me
More than is good

Oh the timing is cruel
Oh I need and don't want to need
More than I should

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around

Oh my sheet is so thin
So I say I can't sleep because
It's so very cold

Oh but I know what I need
And if you were just near to me
Would you go...

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around

And it needs you too much now

He did it again!

2009-08-26T23:08:00.004+08:00

Okay... is this real coincident or my little cupid is playing a trick? I posted about Mr. E yesterday and he came up to my office today.
Mr.E did it again, but this time with another extra box of J.co with total 4 boxes. He was worried that my colleagues will finish all the donuts, so he bought more this time. He even made a mark on my box, because mine was mainly chocolate donuts while the other was a mixture.

I had throat infection since last Thursday due to dry air from the air condition. I loose my voice(my voice is sexy now...lolz) and Mr.E noticed it. Together with the donuts, he came up with a bottle of self made honey lemon.

Mr. E

2009-08-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

I knew Mr. E for almost 2 weeks. He was a friend of my best gay buddy's friend's(kawan punya kawan...3rd degree la). We went to oblique, it was first time( and I hate it!). They served tasteless Long island iced tea!.

Mr E was quiet that night, with no intention of knowing me. When I went home, he text me for my msn. I started going out with him as he stay nearby and I was excited to have new friend(still in the excite mood since coming out as gay :P).

Though I keep a distance as casual friends, he began to treat better each day.

Since the whole world knew I love J.co's Donuts, he would sent 1/2 dozen donuts for me and another dozen for my colleagues to my office.

Some other nights, he would drives to my house and give me cakes from Godiva.

Eventually, I confronted to him and told him to slow down. Serious I could not feel anything yet.
I believe in those classic stories where lovers started as friends and progress to partner stage.

Makan - makan Tepi jalan

2009-08-15T19:34:00.010+08:00

Most of might be familiar with this location.
Yes, it is Jalan Imbi KL
When night falls, parking lots will be
transform to an open food court.
They serve anything from fresh fruit juice, kuih muih to Yong tau foo.
Personally, I would suggest trying the Fried kuey teow, Yong tau foo and bbq chicken.

My workplace

2009-08-13T23:10:00.003+08:00

Doggie
A golden Labrador in my office. His name was Doggie. Doggie is fat and playful. During the interview, he came by and sat beside my feet. I stroked his body and he flipped and turned his belly up. I had once ran around the office playing hide and seek with doggie.

Coffee Maker
This coffee maker include dark coffee, cappuccino, white coffee, café mocha and milo.
I tried milo and white coffee. Never knew it tasted so good.

Sunlight
The studio is lighted with full glass panel. Since I am those morning person, I love it. The sun shines in and I could watch the sky and people on the streets.

Location
It is in KL, I save up so much on transport alone. I passed by this location since I was a kid, I knew this place well.

Baby Elephant

2009-07-22T18:39:00.005+08:00

Baby elephant

Medium : Oil Pastel, Color pencil and 8B pencil

Global Art and Creative is having their annual art competition again. This year the competition will be held in Singapore with the title of Wonderful world of animals.

Since my students will participate in the event, I have to coach them in advance. It is not my nature to control kids in their creativity. Instead I will ask them to sketch and I will assists from that point onwards. One of my student( He is a boy, kinda cute too..) had drawn a baby elephant as part of the drawing. I drawn and colored the picture above as a reference for him.

The Sartorialist

2009-07-20T10:15:00.007+08:00

Lately I had been visiting The Sartorialist everyday for its update.
It's much fashion inspiring than any fashion websites.
The pics posted were street styles rather than runway show.
This means the styles shown were applicable and comfortable for everyday wear.
Below were pictures of some recent post.
I love it mainly because I share the same style or I was much inspired to dress like them.

I had a similar blue pants, it was skinny and short at ankle length.
I love to use colors like this orange cardigan.

This uncle was amazing. I love everything he wore. I had a similar shirt and short. That shoe is in my current shopping list too.
This style is classic and it could be worn by anyone of any age.

What i like most was his blazer and white shirt.
It's all about fitting not hugging tight.
The blazer sleeve are also short enough to show the watch.

This something I always wanted to try, tonal.
It's simple yet attractive.
Try different texture as well for an detailed effect.

Finally the Gentleman. In some occasion I would dress as smartly and clean as I could. Okay...I know, I might include bling bling cuff link and bling bling studs but it set a contrast to the overall clean image.
Look at Antonio picardi, his wine red boots! A touch of wild side for the formal wear.

All images were taken from Sartorialist

The Sartorialist link is located at the sidebar

No longer P

2009-07-15T22:13:00.004+08:00

See... no hands.

I am no longer a (P) driving license holder.

My old driving license expired on my birthday. I still remember 2 years ago when the coach who helped me to apply the license, gave it to me on my birthday. He passed the license to me in a cheerful face, greeting and wishes me luck. He was a kind man, never once scolded me during classes.

All this while, I had been warned for over speeding, running red lights and making illegal turns by my mom. She will keep me aware that I was still under probation period, and if I get caught for any offense my (P) license will be forfeited.

Getting this actual license means I will no longer worry of getting caught, or at least my mom can't use the excuse to bug me any more :)

No worries, I m just an opportunists. If there is a lane to go, sure I won't hesitate to use it. I am not going to ram some old lady, unlike someone else (*ahem...You know who you are).

The Pre- 21st Birthday celebration

2009-07-14T17:15:00.005+08:00

This 1st celebration happened in Penang with Nase gor and Serm. Nase hates to drive 4 hours though I promised to drive alternately. Since we are not familiar with the route might as well travel by plane. Nase booked the plane ticket 2 weeks in advanced and we get to travel by Mas airline. Being such a nice gor, he refused my money for the ticket

It was a late evening flight, Serm was there waiting for us at the arrival. I caught him entering the washroom, ran there and gave him a surprise hug. That night he brought us to Bagan, a jazz/latin/retro music lounge and restaurant converted bungalow. Bagan was fabulously decorated with huge frame mirrors, chic Thai silkworm cocoon lamps, overstuffed lounge chairs, and an op-art grill of fairy lights hung under a conservatory canopy. I had a few drinks that night, mostly martinis. It was over 2 when we leaved and we went for supper. We had Penang famous prawn noodle and oh chien (fried oyster omelette). Serm surprised me with a beautifully wrapped present. It was a butt plug! A short note written “With love from Serm, Nase and Franks”. Once we eached Serm’s home we drank again( gosh! I love to drink). We watched Love of Siam, I cried a few times during the show and we slept in the morning when the sunrised.

Saturday, we woke up in the noon. It was a beautiful day. Serm’s place was real quiet, view of green forest hills and windy breeze unblock by any towers. Lunch, he drove us near the temple where we had the most famous asam laksa in Penang. Right after that, we had Bubur cha cha, Char kuey teow and managed to packed some durians and mangoesteen to eat at home. Before going to Penang, I requested Serm for sunset view at the beach. He drove us to Sunset Bar at Batu Ferringhi beach. We were too late to watch the sun set, it was over 7 and the sky was hazy with warning of storm ahead. The place was packed with Europeans and a few noisy locals. We were seating at the sandy beach, our chair sank in the sand lowering us much closer to the ground. Serm ask us to remove our shoes, bare footing on the grainy white sand. I had a gin and tonic that evening. We strolled the shores a little and Nase began to recapture the famous Whisper’s shot of Serm.

Dinner was held at The Sire Museum Restaurant. Don’t ever judge Sire by its façade. As you moved in, you will be greeted with friendly staff and charming lovely interiors. White walls ,high ceiling and tastefully decorated with antique wooden furniture and urns of fresh and dried flowers. The food was satisfactory and I love the dessert!. Later that night, we went to Bagan again. It was 4th of July, Bagan was celebrating Independence day of America. We had a few drinks and they were playing all the retro songs from 80’s. It was clearly Nase’s night. He sat there not talking, smiling to himself probably reminiscing of early days. That night was a real shock when a white uncle kissed me and Serm at the dance floor.

The next morning we ate Dim sum (Nase’s favorite) for breakfast. Then we visited The lala mall (name given by Serm) as someone needed to visit the adult toy shop...tsk tsk tsk. We rest at home in the evening and had a tasty dinner before flying off to KL.

This was the best trip with Gor gor and Serm so far. I drank everynight( Oh Yes! I love it). I had wonderful nights at Serm's place. We ate lots of fat,oily,tasty food. I had my Sunday's evening eating pancakes at Dome Cafe too.

A BIG MuaxX...to both of them.

Kanot tahan!!!

2009-06-30T13:30:00.001+08:00

I m spoiled ...So what?

Kids nowadays are totally spoiled. This little girl study at my tuition centre was the worst kind. She is 8 years old and her little sister is 6. Born in typical rich family with servants to help them in every chores.

Lets do an intro for them, shall we.

Case 1
They seems to have the heaviest school bags in the world, at least that is what the parents think. While every kids manage to carry their own bag, this two little spoiled brats have us to carry it for them to the classroom.

Case 2
They have Alzheimer's disease. It was so severe until they can't recall where their stuffs were. Often we have to ran to each and every classroom to search for stuffs from workbook, socks, water bottles to even hair clips. They were terribly irresponsible.

On this fateful Monday. The elder sis were supposed to meet a teacher for school homework session. Since this teacher was abit 'stiff', elder sis ignore my instruction and went for another teacher instead. Hours later, i received complaint from the teacher that she was not cooperating.
OHH...MY (steam-ming in my head)...
She ignored my instruction and worst of all, she lied to the teacher. Saying she was not told to meet the other teacher.

I really KANOT TAHAN!!!
I raised my voice for the first time and scolded her. Since I am known as Mr. nice gorgor, she was quite surprised. She went silent and pleaded guilty.

Top 5 Most Wanted Pressies

2009-06-25T11:18:00.001+08:00

Hurray! My 21st birthday is around the corner
(okay...still have 2weeks more. lolz)

My sisters were already asking what i want.
Judging that it is my 21st, the pressie should cost a little more than usual.
I have to scratch my head, since i have no idea at all.
At last I came up with 5 choices.

MOST WANTED
African Grey Parrot
I really love birds, always amaze by its ability to fly.
Since very young, I wanted to own one.
Previously, I owned 2 budgies.
African grey is locally breed, therefore no license is require.
Among all parrots, Grey is considered the most intelligent animal species.
It have a very wide vocal range therefore it can easily mimic any sound.
It shall be the most expensive pressie in my list,
a young chick could cost around rm2k+.
I have not much hope to receive it, since its overpriced for them.

2nd Choice
Smart Panama Trilby hat
I own a grey fedora. But that was last year.
I always opt for clean, smart and bold look,
not to forget a touch of casualness too.
That can be complete with accessories like a holiday hat!
This hat comes with a black band, personally i think it looks clean and smart.
Will love to receive one as my pressie, this hat falls on the 2nd place.

3rd Choice

Bow Tie
I own a white silk bow tie. I wore it on my sis wedding dinner.
Usually i would wear skinny tie(typical..huh) to work.
For a change, i would wear a bow tie instead.
A skinny bow tie preferably. Since I have a tiny frame,
everything I wear shall be skinny or tiny :)

4th Choice
Handbook of Style by Esquire
I was shopping for books at Kinokuniya.
While queuing to pay, I saw this grey book. They made the label like clothes label, a 'personal touch' to me. The book is handsome and clean.
I flip through and found it quite informative.
Will definitely keep it as a personal collection,
therefore it fall on 4th in my list.

Last Choice

Nature Aquarium by Takashi Amano
Ehh... why this boy would like this book?
Its a long story. I started Aquascaping since 9 years ago.
It involves planting in aquarium equipped with CO2 injection, proper lighting
and aqua soil(substrate).
I have 2 tanks at home, one corner tank(pressie from uncle) and a tiny tank in my room.
This book was loaded with pics of Takashi Amano's creation.
He is the father of Aquascaping. Hail to Amano!!!
Though this book falls in the bottom of the list, it is not cheap.
Printed in thick cover and only available in big bookstores.

Kinda love this

2009-06-24T11:59:00.006+08:00

Jil Sander spring/summer 2010

Jil Sander spring/summer 2010

Spock in Star Trek

Calvin Klein campaign

Look closely at their fringe. Perfectly Straight, glossy and evenly cut. I wanted to style like this "years" ago. But my sis insisted the style was awkward. I had discussed with my stylist. He suggested my next cut will have the perfect length for that style. Should I?

Plus 1 shabu shabu

2009-06-22T12:27:00.003+08:00

Actually I hate shabu shabu.
Anyway, it is not always about my preferences.
My sisters love it. They enjoy all sorts of steamboat.

Eldest sis had tried plus 1 shabu shabu at Imbi and wanted to have it again.
Since it was a family occasion, I tagged along.

One of the reason I hate shabu shabu is the portion.
Often i will be still hungry after the meal.
Shabu shabu only fill half of my stomach.

About the choices
I hates those noodles, eggs, jellyfish, sea cucumber, crabs, and
MOST HATED FISHBALL!!!

In the end
I can only eat meat, foo chuk and veggies.

Too skinny...

2009-06-19T14:52:00.005+08:00

Seriously i ate a lot.
Way much than a normal person of my size would do.

My typical weekdays would include:

Breakfast at 7.45am
Hainan tea and Char kuey teow
Lunch at 12.00pm
Soya milk and Mix Vegs rice
Snack at 2.00pm
tidbits found in the office
Snack again at 3.00pm
Tidbits found in the office
Teatime at 4.00pm
Teh tarik and 2 kuih
Dinner at 7.00pm
Typical family dinner at Chinese restaurant
Supper at 9.00pm(occasionally)
Tong shui or fruits

And yet....
after eating so much i am still TOO skinny!
I want to gain weight! or at least some
muscle.
alright...i prefer the latter.

I believe gym would help me to buff up abit.
but once i stop gym, i became skinny again.

Seriously need to start going gym.."consistantly".

Born on the blue day (part 2)

2009-06-18T16:42:00.002+08:00

I smiled, though I do not understand the phrase . Neil suggested he drive me down to his home in Kent for the day, so I sat in the passenger seat and we set off. It was peculiar journey. After a few minutes talking, he lapsed into silence and I did not know how to restart the conversation so I just sat there. I was feeling very nervous and thought to myself : “he must not like me”. We had driven for over an hour when we reached Neil’s home in Ashford, a market town in the centre of Kent. Just then, he leaned behind his seat and lifted out a beautiful bouquet of flowers and gave them to me, So he did like me after all.

Neil’s house was part of a modern development, surrounded by other identical - looking houses and a small nearby park with a pond and a swings and roundabout. Inside, there was striped wallpaper, red carpet and a black -and - white cat called Jay. Neil took me into the living room and we sat at opposite ends of the sofa and talked. After a while he asked whether I wanted to listen to some music. Gradually, unconsciously, we found ourselves sitting closer and closer together on the sofa, until Neil was holding me in his arms as I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, listening to the songs. Soon afterwards we kissed. We decided there and then that we were meant to be together . It was the start of something big.

Born on a Blue Day

2009-06-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

Falling in love is like nothing else; there isn’t a right or wrong way to fall in love with another person, no mathematical equation for love and the perfect relationship. Emotions that I had not experienced in the years since my teenager crush I now felt suddenly and strongly, for long and lingering moments, so profoundly that they hurt. I could not stop thinking bout Neil, no matter what I did, and found it difficult even o eat or sleep properly as a result. When he asked me, in an email at the start of 2001, whether we could meet, I hesitated nonetheless. What if the meeting went badly? What if I were to do or say the wrong thing? Was I even someone who could be loved? I did not know.

Before I could answer Neil, I decided I needed to tell my parents about him, which meant I needed to confront them with the truth about myself. The house was quiet that afternoon; my brother and sisters were all playing outside or upstairs in their rooms, while my mother and father were in the living room watching the television. I had rehearsed what I wanted to say many times over in my head, but entering the room I still felt a pang of sickness because I had no idea what their reaction would be and I do not like situations where anything could happen because they make me feel dizzy and nauseous. Wanting their full attention, I walked over the television set and switched it off. My father complain, but my mother simply looked up and waited for me to speak. Opening my lips, I heard my voice – quiet and cracking – tell them that I was gay and that I had met someone who I liked very much. There was a brief silence when both said nothing but just looked at me. Then my mother told me that is was not a problem and that she wanted me to be happy. My father’s reaction was positive too, telling me that he hoped I would find someone I would love and who could love me in return. I hoped so too.

The following week I agreed to meet Neil. It was a cold January morning as I waited for him outside the house, wrapped in a thick coat and wearing a hat and gloves. Just before 10 o'clock he pulled up in his car and got out. His first words to me as we shook hands were: 'Your photo doesn't do you justice'...

To be continue

Malacca with family

2009-06-15T17:05:00.010+08:00

Last Sunday, my family had a spontaneous trip to Malacca.
Decided on the previous day, we traveled early in the morning. Driving at 140 we reached Malacca within 1 1/2 hours. We arrived so early that most of the shops were still closed. We start our meal with chicken rice ball. We were couldn't eat much in the morning. So each person ate 2 rice ball.

This Transformer looking bike was parked at the roadside. Passerby(included me) stop to take a good look. People were taking pictures and posed by the bike.

We ate durian cendols at 88 jonker and later at San Shu Gong(yeap..double cendol).
After Chicken rice ball, Nyona laksa, Baba Laksa and 2 cendol we stopped at Nancy's kitchen for lunch.

Nancy's kitchen was overcrowded with people. We had a great nyonya lunch and manage to buy lots of kuih. Kuih alone we spent around rm70+. Guess the sweet tooth run in the family :)

Different kind of love

2009-06-08T02:50:00.007+08:00

When I finally accepted myself as gay, I thought I will not be lonely anymore. I opened my door to the world and allow myself to date guy. It was at the end of December 2008. It was the time I started this blog. I knew a lot of great bloggers and I found my 1^st love too, or u might call it a puppy love.

All I did was constantly in search for a perfect partner till today, just like every other gay in the world. I started to feel being gay is a curse, you will be lonelier. Finding a perfect gay is same as finding a perfect guy, which is an impossible task.

On 5^th of June, I realized a thing. I was at the home of my Gor gor. I was having fever, took a tablet of Panadol and snoozed off. He let me slept at his bed. Gave me a shirt and pants to change. It was evening, the room was warmly lit by his curtain. It was very comfortable especially when I was tucked in the thick comforter. He was too kind to let me enter his room, to sleep on his bed, after all I am still a new stranger in his life. Gor gor was busy with his laptop, chatting with his boyfriend. He would occasionally added me in the conversation, jokingly, smiling and back with him again. I felt this affection, tenderness and warmth, even though he was basically busy with his stuff. This feeling was not alien, it was something I forget since Dec. The love of a strong tied family. I realized I was not lonely. I was very lucky instead. I have Mom at home, 3 very caring sisters and now a very kindhearted gor gor.

Gor hates my place, it is cheras. He called it a "Cina" place, then he added Alam Damai was different. Usually I will drive to his place to fetch him instead. We decide for a place to eat and i drive. Mostly dinner or supper, both of us only free on those hours. Gor will usually settle the bill. He refused to let me pay, saying i was still young. He loves Dimsum, there was once he droves to my house for a Dimsum breakfast since my place is nearby Taman Canought.

He's definitely the one who will guide you in life.

Something about my hair

2009-06-03T11:05:00.008+08:00

My current hairstyle. Short trimmed on both side. Slightly layered and long in the middle(NO! not the Mohawk). You wont see often it often, especially in Malaysia(our culture). So people were asking where the inspiration come from..bla and bla.. It too became a topic in the tuition centre i worked. So there is this thing bout my hair that people are so concern and love to talk about.

Often my reply are,
"It's just a haircut. It can grow back"
"and I love it", i added.

I simply dont understand the reason of looking similar to everyone else, having the same hairstyle or fashion code. It is a personal preference of style. You shall not confuse fashion trend with personal style!. What's more, I change my style often( like changing my mp3 list). It really depends on the mood and occasion. I had once cut my shoulder length hair to short crop for my sis wedding!. and have all my Id's card & passport in different hairstyles. My message here is, "Be individual, be yourself". If you are proud to carry it, then why not.

Some pictures i manage to relate to my current hairstyle.
Both ~~stole~~ borrowed from Sartorialist and GQ.com
Sort of boyish cum rebellious look

Cambodia.. here i come

2009-05-28T00:29:00.003+08:00

I am going to Cambodia for 6days.
Leaving at 3pm tomorrow.
First time traveling abroad without parent alongside.

I packed
6 T-shirts
2 Shirts
2 Shorts
1 Surfing pants (in case of going to beach)
1 Sleeping Shorts
4 Undies(will wash for remaining days)
1 flip flop
1Tiny towel
Spectacles
Contact lens solution
Cleanser
Toner
Moisturizer
Body lotion
Toothbrush( New)
Sun block
Lip balm
Flixonase (for my over sensitive nose)
Imodium; diarrhea med (since i will eat everything...sure stomachache)
Mosquito repellent
Inflatable neck pillow
Surgical mask (H1N1 rite...)

Okay..thats almost all,
I will return on next tuesday, shall upload plenty pictures.

Ohh...wait! Where is my straw hat?
Topman sell it for RM 100+
made from straw?!...that's too much. The initial cost should be less than RM10.
Anyway, i love it... hopefully can get it cheaper at Cambodia

Chasing Sunset

2009-05-26T01:32:00.007+08:00

As the title said, Buddy and i were literally chasing the sunset.
We were on the way to Midvalley for friday movies.
The sunset was beautiful and he had a camera at hand, so why not.
He's still learning composition and had greatly improve on the camera settings.

Buddy is leaving for United States on 22June. I am going to miss him miserably. Who will accompany me for fridays movie but not him. He ask me to sleepover at his place before he leaves, he thinks that's cool. I had done that a few times to rush assignments, but this time is different. I didn't string along with it. It's painful.

Meet Bryan

2009-05-18T12:49:00.014+08:00

Hurray! Bryan finally came out.
Look how at handsome he was.

Friday 15th
10.00am
Chrysalis became transparent.
His body marking can be seen through the shell.

4.00pm
He finally broke out from the chrysalis.
Bryan crawled up to a vertical surface to dry its wings.

4.30pm
His wings were almost dried and hardened.

Saturday 16th
7.00am
I set Bryan free.
I have to do this in the morning because during night insects might confuse lamps for sunlight. Making themselves an easy prey for hungry lizards.

Eva in her transformation to a chrysalis form.

There she is soundly asleep.

Meet my New Pet

2009-05-14T14:11:00.009+08:00

Her name is Eva.
Busy feeding on a citrus leaf.
She is a tiger swallowtail caterpillar.
Eva in on her 2nd stage now after a few molting.

She is 4cm in length and
ready to join her brother in a few days time.
Her skin is very smooth, rose petal like
Probably much smoother than Nicole Kidman's face :P

This chrysalis is Bryan.
He is so ready to break free.
You can see his wing's pattern through the chrysalis.

I have a few citrus plants(kam quat) at my house. Eva and Bryan were rescued from being squished/cekik/pincit by my mom. From time to time i will select a few lucky ones to keep as pet hoping to keep the tiger swallowtail butterfly from diminishing.

Queers have big heart, aren't we? :)

KApow!!!!..Bibi Ba BOOM!!!

2009-05-11T01:16:00.003+08:00

Okay, I know the sound effect was unnecessary. This was how it happened.

I was so working in a tuition centre where they provide food for children. It means that they cook lunch for children. It happened that the kitchen was running out of cooking gas. Yati, the Indonesian maid was carrying the gas cylinder from the kitchen to be refilled, reached the reception counter.

Hhhhhhssssss………….(hissing sound was getting louder, almost too loud to hear the Jazz from the computer)

I was ploughing field in Farm town (Facebook), annoyed by the hissing sound. I stood up to look around to find where the sound came from. To my surprised the sound was coming from the gas cylinder that Yati carrying. I almost had a heart attack!, I was so nervous, I raised my voice at her.

Me : Kenapa tong gas tu ada bunyi?!

Yati : Tak tahu…I pisahkan kepala(regulator) itu sudah adi bunyi. (she knew I was getting
serious)

Me : APA!...you tahu ada bunyi kenapa masih pisahkan kepala itu! Ini BAHAYA la!
Mana kepala itu sekarang? (Being so nervous, I raised my voice)

Yati : Kepala tu masih ada di atas.(The regulator was on the 3^rd floor, her face changed)

Me :CEPAT! CEPAT! Bawakan tong itu keluar!!!

The reception counter was loaded with electric cables and extension for the surveillance cameras and all sorts of appliances including the computer. I figured that any spark from the appliances could trigger a mini explosion in the KL area. I asked the Yati to carry the cylinder out to the front door.

I wish she could carry the gas cylinder away from the building, at least the gas could thin-out in the atmosphere. But there were food stalls stationed at the roadside. It was the time where hawkers were most busy preparing meals for lunch takeaways, commercial gas stove was blasting to the fullest limit. If I ask Yati to carry the cylinder down, it might be more hazardous.

Principle and supervisor were away that morning. I was left with no option, nothing beyond my knowledge could solve the problem. I called the supervisor, her phone rang; Damn! She did not bring her phone with her. I called the principle. She ordered me to bring the gas cylinder to the gas dealer located 2 streets from the rear of our building.

OH GOD! SHIT MAN!!!...I thought to myself, what should I do?..

Coincidently, the supervisor returned with Pati; the other Indo maid. Both of them noticed the smell of cooking gas. The supervisor ran to the nearest shop to call me on my hand phone. She asked what had happen, I described the situation and what the principle had told us to do. Pati was being so dramatic, upon noticing the leaking gas, she squat down and covered her ears with her hands as if we were being attacked by terrorist. The supervisor ordered Yati and Pati to carry the gas cylinder. Three of them were running on the streets to the gas dealer. Along the way, people were staring at them wondering what was happening. Later we found out that a tiny sand had stop the valve from closing, causing the remaining gas to leak.

All the teachers and student notice the pungent smell. I had to keep the door open for some fresh air. Strangely, being so nervous. I still had time to imagine the aftermath where the gas tank had exploded, it was severe almost half of the building were tore down.

P/S: Gays were dramatic, especially during frantic situation. lolz

He's different.

2009-05-06T15:08:00.004+08:00

He's different. At least i thought so.
A night with him.
can be blissful
He was quiet and seductive
naturally

And he said,

"You have a birthmark"

"It is Cute"

What should i do?

New in Town!

2009-05-05T12:16:00.008+08:00

Hooray!...I get two boxes of Chewy Junior today.
It's something new in town.
A chewy puff, soft and stuffed with delicious fillings.
You can get yours at Pavilion KL.

Nyonya Colors

2009-05-04T16:06:00.008+08:00

Delicious Kuih Muih, Red Ruby and Nasi Lemak Pandan.
If you like all of these food then you cant miss out Nyonya Colors.
Located at The Gardens lower ground floor.

Compare to other restaurant in The gardens, This is affordable too!

Waahhhhh...U lala~...

2009-04-28T23:39:00.008+08:00

The 1st Krispy Kreme in Malaysia.
Recently opened in Berjaya Times Square.
My sis bought 2 boxes for the me and family :)

Wahhh~..Yumyum

Lets look closer! ;p

U lala~...

Yummy ~

Glazzy Donut anyone? lol

So adorable, looks like its calling for you~

Wakakakaa. I know, most of u guys were cursing me now.
And that's the purpose i blog it at this hour.lol
I like sweet stuff so much.
And i enjoy torturing u guys like this.keke

Hins Cheong Concert

2009-04-22T11:07:00.017+08:00

Last Saturday was invited by friends to Hins concert. They have free tickets, so why not.
Though i do barely knew them, only chatted few times through msn they are super nice and friendly. The trip starts in the afternoon.

On the way up..manage to snap some pics

Check-in at Resort Hotel
My friend get 50% discount for room.
That means i can save alot. Yay!

The room was amazing. Spacious and new,
unlike the previous stay at Themepark hotel; SUCKS!.

For dinner we ate Hainan chicken rice at First world Mall,
tasted terrible, i made a complain on my drinks,
got replaced a new one, but still sucks.

At 8pm we proceeded to the Arena of Stars.
With the tickets in hand but no idea where the seats were.
We were looking for the seats till we reach the VIP seating.
OMGAWD...we are seating at the front row. For free!!!
My first time at the front row. lol

He sung well. I think i started to like him.lol
ps: this set of pics were curi curi taken.
Kanot tahan he was so close. Must snap a few.lol

The next day we had brunch at Kampung Restaurant resort hotel.
Instead of paying RM49, we paid Rm10.
Thanks to my friend, she had all the benefit working in entertainment business.

Kids 2

2009-04-17T13:01:00.007+08:00

I have Fan!
this particular girl have a dream of getting married.
Guess who's the bridegroom? It is ME!
Lets say..she have a simple rules

A

Kiss

Flowers

Wedding Rings

and finally

Babies

She misspelled my name as "Cej"
How can i blame her...she was so sweet. :)

I receive at least 2 letters from her weekly.
Sometimes she would give a stack at once!

PS: I had remove her name from the sketches.

Kids

2009-04-16T12:41:00.002+08:00

I work as a partime art teacher for many years. Kids seems to like me so much.
Well..maybe i dun scold them. I seems to be the nice 'Gor Gor' at the tuition centre.

There was once this 3siblings were chatting.....
Vinc(11yrs old), Vel(9yrs old) & Yaya( 5yrs old)

Vinc : I hate that Eng teacher. Wana... kick his butt. [he loves to complain...and talks alot about
Ben 10]

Me : Why? What happen?

Vinc : He gives alot of homework and he's fierce. Hate to attend his class.

Me : -smile-* [its funny how kids like to complain, sometimes they are reasonable too]

Vel : Then would you kick this teacher's butt? [referring to me]

Vinc : NO!..This teacher is so kind. Never scold people.

Me : -Big Smile- on my face..

Yaya: Teacher~ teahcer~..can i go playground now...[ she repeated the same question
throughout the lesson]

Some people might hate kids. Sometime i hate them too, but most of the time they are adorable and sincere. If you would respect and guide them, you will be rewarded with surprises. Have i mention..i have a new student, a boy, 13yrs old, and so cute looking ;p.

New Chapter

2009-04-11T11:28:00.004+08:00

We chat that night. I ask a few question and he gave the right answers.
I am glad we had the conversation.
Though we are separated but we knew others more.
I was smiling and laughing through the conversation.
I guess we are once a good friends again
and i will be happy to keep it that way.

It is another chapter of life
And i m ready for it

To Another

Of

OSN - Officially Single Now

2009-04-09T11:47:00.008+08:00

Things aren't working between me and cute doc.
Broke up and here i am...single again.
We share a brief moment, a moment that i will never forget.
I love him till the very end but i guess it's life. Not to be judge by me alone.
I do not intend to forget him, i will keep the good memories in the little corner of my heart.

I like this song a lot.
It's the way i am feeling now.

~~She's~~ He's by Ryan cabrera

She looks into my eyes and i'm alive again
And when she says goodbye, I just die again
That's when my restlessness begins
Please don't let it win
I'm so tired again
But underneath the haze
One thing still remains the same

She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She the light that brought me to the edge
Will i ever love again?

She walked into my life and my world was still
She reached into my soul and all my doubts were killed
That's when my loneliness subsided
She gave me the will,
I could fight it
But nothing can erase the one thing that remains the same

[Chorus]
She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She the light that brought me to the edge
Will i ever love again?

So just tell me what i should do
I left everything for you
And i can't hardly breathe
'Cause i know i lost you from my world
From my...

[Chorus]
She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She the light that brought me to the edge
Will i ever love again?

She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She the light that brought me to the edge
Will i ever love again??

Btw..things do look GREY now.
p/s. Those who knew Cute Doc. PLEASE dun flood him with question. RESPECT the anonymity that i intend to give him.

Tony Duran

2009-04-07T15:11:00.009+08:00

“the most famous non-famous photographer in the world”

Tony Duran truly does live up to this

With sensuality and an obsessive eye for flesh, Duran confronts gender roles and challenges stereotypes of what is considered sexually explicit and high art without a trace of vulgarity.

Sketching 2

2009-04-04T23:27:00.009+08:00

This drawing took me 2 years to complete..lol. Actually i finish the face 2 year ago but the hair was untouch. Since i am free now, i took it out to complete it and touch up on the face and eyes.

These were the drawing utensil

Pencils ranging from H to 8B, Charcoal pencil and a White pencil.

Putty/knitt eraser, rubber eraser, graphite

Paper stump for blending and shading.

Breakfast

2009-04-03T21:28:00.003+08:00

Today i had Sausage Mcmuffin for breakfast and they were giving out 2 banana pies for free.
Took some pictures, but rather lousy so i try to manipulate it with photoshop. I still hate photoshop though..haha.

Sketching

2009-04-02T23:31:00.005+08:00

This were the sketches done during foundation year. I could still remember the comment they gave me. My sketches were always different from my friends. They said mine was smooth and not sketchy. I simply have my own style..lol. [sorry for the low pixel & discoloration, pics taken in my room at night]

Leonardo DiCaprio

Adrian Grenier

Channing Tatum

Melaka 2

2009-04-01T22:22:00.014+08:00

After a pleasant stay at Cute Doc's house. The next day we head out for lunch. Since i love dessert so much, i must eat the famous Durian cendol.

This shop is located at Jonker street

Love the Durian Cendol so much!

Then we went to Nancy's Kitchen and bought some pineapple tarts

Nancy was the lady with red plastic.

Later went to pahlawan and celebrated Cute Doc Birthday. Wanted to get a full-size cake for him, but he insisted on a petite.

For the moment had come, we are once on separate way again. I had to return kl.

On the way back to kl, Stop at Seremban again for BBQ crab.

Malacca

2009-04-01T00:04:00.012+08:00

Continued- from Seremban post. Later that evening, we traveled to Malacca at 5pm. Reached at night.

Our 1st stop, steam Cockles. Very famous!

Uncle is preparing the sauce.

2nd stop Satay Celup, its my 1st time eating this. Usually never overnight in melacca.

3rd stop, Portuguese seafood bbq.

Then i meet cute doc and stay over at his house.

This is how we travel around Seremban and Malacca.

So "Innocent"

2009-03-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

2.19AM. Sunday. Was coming back from Ampang lookout point. Supper with college friends. Just about reaching home, I did a PROUD driving stunt, Running a red light. It was late and it is a housing area, so why not~. It so happen there was a police car without its ‘blinking’ light on. Once I made the move, he made a U-turn and alert the blue signal tailing me from behind. I slow down my car but did not stop. I monitored their reaction hoping they will not stop me. I moved another 100m very close to the junction of my house. They made a horn so i pullover by the roadside.

A young police came by and ask my license and ID. He saw my ‘P’ License and was..

“Ah….ini serious ni”. He ask me to come out from the car and show the license to the other officer.

The other officer must be a senior, big belly, and gun hanging by his shoulder.

“ Sangat saying ni..Masih P…boleh digantung” grunted the fat officer. The 1^st officer took his flash light and shine over my eyes, asking whether I was drunk.

“Mabuk?..Tak da bang, kalau saya mabuk, Bang dapat cium baunya..” I replied.

They asked tons of question, where I was heading, from what place, what is my occupation, who was I living with...etc. The young officer asks me to reenter the car and he sat next to me. He took his flash light out to shine over my eyes again. He was asking to check my car. He opened the passenger drawer, look under the carpet and keep askin whether I was drunk or just sleepy. I said I dun even smoke, whats more drinking (actually I started enjoy drinking..Hoegarden..yeah~ ). He ask me to follow him again to the fat officer who was opening his record book, hand helding my license pretending to write down my name.

“Bang tolong la…saya ni student”, “Maaf la… bang, tolong”…I pleaded. Helding my hair back with one hand, and another on my waist. Trying to look as regretfull and helpless as ever.

He asked how can he help. I open my wallet and took out all the money I had in my wallet. With a sum of only RM20 over. Disappointment was shown on their face. I repeated “ Saya ni hanya pelajar, balik dari makan,,.saya hanya nak balik rumah, dah lewat”, “tolong la saya”.

“Tapi kereta tu cantik”..the fat officer shooted. “Tu…bukan kereta saya, kereta ibu”, “Saya tak da kereta”..i replied, looking as innocent as possible.

“Ibu kerja apa?”

“Guru” I replied.

“Ayah?”

“Guru besar” tapi...ayah sudah tak da. I look down, with a very depress eyes.

“Sudah 2 tahun..ayah tak da” I added. He ask me to put the money in between the book. Saying he did not want to take it but I insisted him to take it. Whatever~ I walked slowly back to the car and drove away.

BUT!!!

What he never knew was before I stop my car. When i was slowing down, i took of my watch and threw it underneath the driver seat and took out all the money leaving only rm20 sumtin in my wallet. So Proud yet so salah ;p. I narrate the story to my family, they had a good laugh.

Kilimandjaro

2009-03-17T15:56:00.005+08:00

Just downloaded Era-Reborn.

Era is a music project by Eric Levi that is often based on chants in an imaginary language close to Latin.(wikipedia)

Love it ever since my sister bought the 1st disc of Era.

Reborn was released in 2008. As imaginary as usual..one of the song was a little unique than other; kilimandjaro. It was sung by a guy!!...most of other chanting are dominated by ladies. Anyway, that's not the point...it was the lyrics and meaning of the song. It sounded very environmental...and his voice was charming indeed.

Don't say you want a better world
Don't say you want a better life
When all you do is watch tv
And listen to the promises

Don't say you want a better world
Don't say you want a better life
When all you do is just rely
on the progresses of science

Don't say another word, just let me dream

And look outside
where the wind blows and the flowers grow
Where the river goes
Taking my dreams away

Just let me go
Where the rain falls and the forest cries
Since there will be no more snow in Kilimandjaro

Don't say you want a better world
Don't say you want a breathe clean air
When all you do is drive around
In your brand new SUV

Don't say you want a better world
For all the children of mankind
When all you do is just rely
on the progresses of science

Don't say another word, just let me dream

And look outisde
where the wind blows and the flowers grow
Where the river goes
Taking my dreams away

Just let me go
Where the rain falls and the forest cries
Since there will be no more snow in Kilimandjaro

Okay..i know~..should not waste time anymore . Really tired from preparation for Finals. Still rushing to design presentation board...ahhhagghh. fuh~

Seremban & Melaka trip

2009-03-12T18:13:00.016+08:00

Recently went to Melaka to meet cute dr. Before heading Melaka, we pass by Seremban to start our food-marathon.

Our 1st stop was this YI POH. Famous for dry 'lou shu fun'

The 'lou shu fun' was long and actually taste like rice noodle

Opposite YI POH there is a Siew Pow shop, quite famous too.
Bought Siew Pow for Cute dr's mom.

2nd stop was this TOW KEE. Famous for hakka noodles

The sauce was really special, meaty taste.

Next to TOW KEE, there was a petshop. Cant resist to go in.
Camwhore abit..hehe

This macaw was fierce, trying to bite my friend..haha

3rd stop was this Pasar Besar Seremban.
There are 2 beef noodles stall that are unique.

It was 2 in the evening but the market still pack with ppl.

This beef noodle stall is the one i look for.

The soup of this noodle was nice!

This was also beef noodle, notice the sauce.
It was thick and sweet. Very unique.

The next post will be heading to Melaka.

Personality Test

2009-03-12T00:18:00.003+08:00

Okay~...this is similar to other blogs,
but this test was accurate...i can resist to try it.
I am happy with the result, do you think its true?haha

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

I hate conflict, why do ppl make thing so complicated..it just their mind.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. This is so true, i am quite serious bout love, if u ain't putting your heart in, den just back off!

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

I wana futher study, i dun wana work so soon :(

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. Practical and secure..very true, I have to learn to be more daring.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. Same thing here..too practical and secure.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. I really nit someone there to rely on..this part is touching my heart adi.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. Very true oso..everyone ask me for advise, from frens, best buddy, mom, sis, cousin..etc but i am glad to help :) .That dilemma part..i have it all the time, i seems to solve others prob easily but not mine.

WATCHMAN

2009-03-07T17:07:00.006+08:00

Watched this movie on the Friday night.

I got to say..this movie is boring. It was too slow motion.

Of course some scene were amazing and the sound effect are cool(though a few part, funny soundtracks were used,weird).

For me the best part was Dr Manhattan, gosh.. he's so hunky)
Overall this movie was violent, overrated with sexuality and foul language.
Too much boobies shown, and those f* words.
Maybe it was the first day premier, not much scene were edited/cut.
Still.. i like the originality of it.
It's daring.

Green Thumb (Part 1)

2009-03-03T21:18:00.007+08:00

Showcase of some plants i have around my house. Everyone was turning 'Green' as a step to save our precious earth. I said green has more usefulness than that. Flower, shrubs and trees can beautify your house and office. I took this hobby since i was a kid. I remembered my 1st plant was a Sunflower. I was amazed how big the flower grow(imagine... a kid holding sunflower in his hand). I bought more and more plant the following years and later i learnt to buy different pots to match the plants and surroundings(Tips: Pots create a major feel for decorating).

This are the newly planted blue flowers for my entrance planting box.

This is one of my precious Venus Fly trap( Dionaea). I have to search high and low to get this plant.
Pitcher plant(aka. Monkey cup). This particular cup was bigger than my face!.